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2002-10-20 - 6:19 p.m. I guess that's true. My stories in general are all over the map, really. On a couple of sites that've linked me, I've been referred to as 'versatile,' but I think I just have no barometer of what should and shouldn't be done. You can call me versatile, though. I like it. Um. Anyway. You know, I remember the time when slash did nothing for me, and here I am writing it. There's something hinky about that, peeps. So, I slept until one in the afternoon today and yesterday. This morning I woke up thinking about John Spencer, but I don't know if that means I had a dream about him or something. Maybe. But, a couple of nights ago I remember having this kinda weird dream - my mother and I were out to dinner with Cheryl from 'Curb Your Enthusiasm,' and my mom and I got into a heated arguement about whether or not 'Boomtown,' is a good show. Which is weird since my mom's never seen 'Boomtown,' and, while I like it, I'm not going to start yelling at anyone who doesn't like it. I only reserve yelling for the defense of Kevin Spacey. And, even then, I don't yell too loudly. And I was cleaning out my hard drive (and a couple of disks) yesterday and ended up deleting a bunch of things that I knew I'd never finish. Most of them were barely snippets, really. One of them was this Josh/Sam story that I had outlined in the file - problem was, though, that I couldn't understand my notes. I guess they made sense at the time, but now I was just left with a 'the fuck?' feeling and, thus, got rid of the story. However, I did find a few interesting things that were out of my mind. A Donna/Amy thing called, "Two Women, Risking Sanity," which I am going to try to finish. A Leo/Margaret thing that I saved just because I like the title - "Dancing to a Broken Record," - and the ending. It branches off from 'H.Con,' sort've, and I think I'm going to *try* to do something with. I don't know if it's worth *finishing* really. Maybe I'll just leave the title for another story. I don't know. I'll think about it. Oh! And this CJ/Sam thing that I rather like. I don't know why I stopped working on it, really. I guess it just got but on the back-burner, then taken off the burners altogether. I hope I finish it, because it's just so lovely and depressing. *sigh* I embrace my inner angst fiend and feed him several times a day. And! Here's a link to my Donna/Ainsley story. And, if you read it, you must review it or I will smite you. Granted, I have no way of knowing if you read it and don't review. Or of smiting you, since that's apparently something only God is capable of. Also, I don't believe in God and, if I did, I'd like to think that entities made of supposedly loving benevolence wouldn't shoot people down for their so-called sins. Right. So that made no sense. Just..um, review it if you want it, dude. Also, I reccommend that you read Charlotte's Donna/Amy story. It's really, really good. I may have to marry it the way I did Priya's Donna/Leo and not jenny's Mandy/Amy. Because fake and bizarre unions with fanfics are fun. Try it sometime, dude. It'll be fun, trust me. And, you know that *three* people have written CJ/Charlie. I read the first two parts of the latest one by Kansas, btw, and it's good. I should send her some feedback. Later, when I don't feel as lazy. And, also, there's 'Red Drago,' Lector/Graham fic in the world. It was pretty good, too. Now, I'm going to go take a shower to try and perk myself up.
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